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The Last Wild Passenger Pigeon
Bess Winter
Its story is the boy who kneels to see what he's shot: a bird of
uncertain origin, beak parted, feet curled.
This is 1900. This is at the edge of a thirsty cornfield. The sky is
grey. The bird is grey with blots of red and blue. The day is a cool
March day enveloped by other cool March days.
Its story is the boy's mother. She strokes it as she'd stroke the hair
of a feverish child. I was your age last time
I saw one like this. People said they were all gone.
She wears a deep sadness the boy has not seen in his lifetime.
The boy's creeping feelings, the melt where there once was pride: this
is the bird's story, too. He watches his mother wrap the bird in rags
and put it in a shoebox, whisper to it. We'll find a home for you.
That night, he turns in his narrow bed.
This is where the carcass of the last wild passenger pigeon goes: a
museum in Columbus. The woman who's prepared the bird has thick arms
like bolster pillows. She guides the boy and his mother to where she's
perched the bird.
I
used shoe buttons for the eyes,
she says. We
call him Buttons now.
This is not the last wild passenger pigeon: overstuffed, with a dull
unlidded look that betrays no secrets. It's under a glass box that
throws back the boy's own reflection.
And this is suddenly and forever in the boy: the living bird, still
high in the tree where he sighted it. He feels it gazing out
his own eyes like through a thicket. He feels it cock its head at the
sight of itself. He thinks he might even feel it sigh.
Soon, he will never know his own heartbeat from a flapping of wings.
Bess Winter is from Toronto. Her story "Signs," from American Short Fiction, won a Pushcart Prize
and was included in the 2012 Wigleaf Top 50.
Read more of her work in the archive.
Detail of photo on main page courtesy
of Amit Shah.
W i g l e a f
01-24-14
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