Keeping Time
Annee Lyons



The clocks in their house never agreed. In the kitchen, three minutes slow; in the study, five fast. He had tried, in the early years, to correct them—winding, adjusting, searching for the faintest hesitation in the mechanisms—but she liked them this way. She said each room held its own version of the hour, making their emptiness feel full. Each clock spoke at its own pace, never interrupting or raising its voice to be heard.

He worked on clocks that could not afford to be wrong. Not by a fraction of a second. The cesium atoms in his lab oscillated 9,192,631,770 times per second, defining the second itself. The world arranged everything around his measurement: for satellites, for navigation, for the synchronization of vast systems. A second was a distance, a calculation, a consequence. Accuracy, he said, was a weapon. He did not know how to tell her that some nights he lay awake, frozen by the fear of missing a beat. She knew anyway. It was in the way he exhaled when he walked into the house, the way his eyes flicked to his wristwatch before kissing her hello, the way his shoulders settled into the evening. In the home they built together, time remained fluid. A minute was not a precise unit but a negotiation, a pause between the pendulum swings of two people in orbit around each other.

She knew that his work was tied to the rhythms of crises. He never spoke of urgency, but she felt it in how he measured the days. She read about missiles, satellites, and treaties in the papers and watched him as he adjusted their clocks, searching for something he could hold steady. She kept them out of sync to insist that time could be stretched, softened, made to yield. Her kind of time was the ringing of bells and children's laughter in the street, the falling of afternoon light across the floorboards, the way the past could slip in through an open window and settle beside her as if it had never left. The clocks were staggered, she said, so she could hear them all. If they chimed together, they would become only noise. When he left for work at 6:45, she turned over in bed at 6:46 to the sound of the door clicking shut and tires rolling away. He came home in the evening to a small symphony of chimes and the quiet disorder of a house that made room for time to breathe.

A single clock sat silent. A relic from his mother's house, its brass hands stopped on the day she died. He inherited it without knowing how it was wound. He had tried once, after her funeral, turning the key clockwise in both winding holes until it stuck, but the hands kept still. He packed it away, moved it from place to place, a silence he carried with him, an object rather than an instrument. He had forgotten it could move at all until, one afternoon, his wife took it down from the mantel, turned it over in her hands, and opened its face. He watched as she wound it—turning the key clockwise in the left shaft, counterclockwise in the right. The gears caught, the pendulum shuddered to life, and the room filled with a sound he had not heard since childhood. A sound that held his mother's voice and the hush of her movements. He thought of himself as a boy, hearing the sound without listening to it, not thinking that one day it would fall silent, never imagining he would stop trying to bring it back. He cleared his throat and put his arm around her. She smiled at him sideways, barely glancing up from the book in her lap. The clock ticked on.

That night he lay beside her, thinking of all the ways time asserted itself: in missed trains, in long silences, in the way she tilted her head before asking if he had remembered to pick up the milk. The clocks fell out of rhythm, and for the first time, he let them.

He counted time most differently in the years when their silences stretched too long. In missed beats, in the extra second it took for her to answer, in the pause before she made up her mind to turn back toward him once again. The war eventually ended, his work grew quiet, and the urgency faded. He took up small projects, and she finished some of her own. They moved once, then again.

One evening, he found her in front of the fire, listening to their clocks with her hands folded in her lap, waiting for the chimes to sing. He sat beside her, and neither of them spoke. He wanted to tell her that the first thing lost in an explosion is sound. That there is always a delay, a gap between what happens and when it is understood. That sometimes, by the time the sound reaches you, the world has already changed. Instead, he reached for her hand.


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Annee Lyons is an American writer living in London. She earned an MPhil in Ancient History from the University of Oxford. She has work in or coming from Potomac Review, Consilience, Anthology Magazine, and others.

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