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Dear Wigleaf,
I just left my job, after 23 years there. I'm happy, I think. But time will
tell.
I got that job when I was in my twenties and I was struggling financially.
I'd wander the central business district with my CV, and in the evenings
people would come out of the office buildings. They'd pour into public
transport and walk fast along footpaths that went to places I'd never been.
But some workers remained, and the yellow lights from their offices looked
like campfire lights to me. I'd see people 15 floors up, bent at their desks
in a concentration posture, perhaps blithely unaware the day was even over.
It was comforting, they were in their correct habitat. Important work was
being done. I sensed the pleasure in it. There was an intimacy in the
late-night meetings that I witnessed through the windows. Things were
happening that made the world go around. Cogs and levers turning in an
invisible world. And I wanted to be there with them. I wanted to make it
there. To be an office worker.
Just because I've come to believe that dream was epically flawed doesn't
mean achieving it isn't something to be proud of. My twenty-year-old self
had his sights set on a thing, and so that was how we lived.
Now it's my time. There's something I want to build. I guess the next 23
years are up to me.
I hope to see you around.
Glenn Orgias
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W i g l e a f
09-23-24
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