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finding your feet
Frankie McMillan
1
you limp into the café and your friend looks at you, her sweet face cupped
in her palms, and says, I wish the ground would stop punishing
you like this, and you say it was only a fall, only gravity
doing what gravity does, and then, because you want to steer the discussion
away from yourself, you ask how she is and she says it's not about
her so then you're just left hanging with no foothold in the conversation,
just the abyss of an empty coffee cup, just the memory of earth, eager as
ever, rushing towards you.
2
your doctor asks you to balance on one leg and when you do without
hesitation he tells you he's seen a lot of falling lately, his waiting
room is full of patients, no longer able to find their feet but you say
you have no problem with finding your feet and you don't know why you're
falling because you can climb a ladder no trouble, you can ride a bicycle
with a box of bananas on your head, no trouble, it's just there seems to
be a magnetic pull, a terrible attraction the earth has for you and the
doctor looks at you with a sad smile and you wish you hadn't mentioned the
bananas and you wish the ground was on your side for once, would rise and
swallow you up.
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Frankie McMillan's most recent book is THE WANDERING NATURE OF US GIRLS, a collection of
stories. She's from Aotearoa, New Zealand.
Read her postcard.
W i g l e a f
02-07-23
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