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Parallels
Ellen Rhudy
The clouds were darker now, clotting towards the mountains and then
disappearing them altogether. We'd only been here a day before the weather
turned, our faltering phones warning of a week of featureless gray skies,
humidity sticking one day to the next. Sitting on the screened-in porch
with mugs of coffee, puzzles, yellowed detective novels left by previous
visitors. "Nothing to stop us from our vacation," he said, and laid out
our hiking boots and pants at the foot of the bed.
The fogs, though, coaxed their way between us as soon as we set foot off
the property. A yellow-ribboned trail led into the woods, guiding us to
the lakeside where he said we could go for a swim—no lightning, after all.
My suit clung to me beneath my hiking pants, I felt encased and could not
stop sweating, though it wasn't due to go over seventy. Pine needles
beneath my boots, the path drifting gently side to side, and then—without
noticing, really—we were separated. Calling his name, my voice swallowed
away from me, no returning call. Everything felt too distant and I began
to doubt even that I was on the path, though when I reached to either side
my fingers brushed paper-thin bark from the trees.
Here is what a vacation should be: days stretching apart on a beach,
watered-down drinks carried to us with umbrellas, a halting progression
through dog-eared and sand-clogged novels, peeling shoulders and salt
water-stung eyes. I turned back for him, then forward, called his name
again. I would walk to the lake, I thought, swim, find him there; but
nothing came in view except the gray, my feet, the path, until a familiar
lawn opened for me. The gravel path brought me back to the porch where I
sat, blinking into the dense air and waiting for his return. By the time
he climbed the stairs I'd carried two sweating beers to the table and
begun working through the bottle meant for him. "What a great swim," he
said, squeezing my shoulder as he passed. "Not as cold as I'd thought.
How'd you get so far ahead of me?"
I turned to watch his back as he carried mud through this rental home we
would leave in one week. My suit, when I pressed my fingers beneath my
shirt, was dry. The woods, path, lawn, were gone again, though I knew they
must be there, some other version of me making her way with hair dripping,
cool and damp, down her back.
Ellen Rhudy has stories in or coming from Split Lip, Story, Joyland and others.
She's working toward her MFA at The Ohio State University.
Read her postcard.
W i g l e a f
12-20-20
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