It's Only a House
K.C. Mead-Brewer


Just fifteen minutes. This is stupid. The house is dark but of course it's dark. Jenna wants to check her phone but can't, won't, they'll know, they'll see the light of it through the slatted windows, and anyway this is stupid, just fifteen minutes, that's all, that's it. It's tradition, they said, come on, oh my god, look at your face, you're actually scared, aren't you? No, of course not, because this is stupid. They didn't tell her where to stand, so there she is fidgeting right smack in the middle of the main floor, dumb as a turkey. She wants to sit down, but not on any of this rotted dead-man's furniture, no. Just don't lock your knees; she hears this in the voice of her choir director. Don't lock your knees or you'll faint dead away. Just fifteen minutes. Can't be more than five left now. Maybe that's what Old Man What's-His-Name told himself as he dangled from the second floor bannister by a creaking neck that refused to break. Only five more minutes. Jenna doesn't look up at the bannister now, but not because she's scared; she just doesn't want to. She can't hear them outside anymore, their whispers and muffled laughs and empty beer cans hitting the gravel. Stupid-beautiful Kim with her pink-blond hair and the flirty way she snaps her teeth instead of her fingers to hurry people up. Jenna forces down a deep breath of musty air. She can't hear anything over the wind squeezing the crumbling house in its fist, her heart banging like a door. Just fifteen minutes. For real, there can't be more than five left now. Probably actually only four, maybe three. Her cellphone's sitting in her pocket like a warm hand, touching her. She could take it out, hold it, let it whisper to her, three more minutes. She clasps her itchy-sweaty hands behind her back, because this really is stupid and there's nothing moving out the corner of her eye and the hot air isn't flexing like a hand around her throat and even if she can't hear them anymore she knows they're still out there, the people she calls her friends. Just fifteen minutes. She doesn't sneeze; she yawns. Dogs yawn when they're anxious. It's a comforting thought. Horses have ten-pound hearts. Octopuses feel colors. Ostriches roar like lions. Maggots squirmed out of the old man's eyes as the EMTs took him down, spilling to the floor like wet rice. Just fifteen minutes. And then she's scot-free! The end. No more sad old houses where some sad old man died alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone, alone— Just fifteen minutes. She isn't dead. This isn't The Sixth Sense. She laughs, startling shadows like birds. She clenches to keep from wetting herself. Why didn't she go before they left Kim's house? Her stomach whistles and folds in on itself, worrying its stomach hands, tapping its stomach feet. Just fifteen minutes, then she'll step outside, a person reborn, a person who's part of something, part of a tradition. (Do houses develop their own sick traditions? Instead of cutting down a tree, hanging up a new person each year. (Does she really want to think about this right now?)) Just fifteen minutes. She'll be fiiiiiiinnnne, god. There's nothing behind her. Nothing moving in her hair, no spiders, mites crawling in her eyelashes, sure, yes, sweat on her collarbone, but no fingers skimming her neck. Great, Jenna. And the gold medal for predictability goes to... She shakes her head at herself, making a show of it, enjoying the swish of her ponytail before straightening it again. She wonders what movie she's in, which plot this is. Unlike SOME PEOPLE dicking around outside, I'm not a fucking slore. Aka: SAFE by horror movie standards. (As if virgins aren't sacrificed all the time.) Just fifteen minutes. Sounds like a microwave commercial. In just fifteen minutes you can cook four—count'em four—TV dinners! She rolls her eyes and tries not to think about being cooked. Just fifteen minutes. Really-truly, if it wasn't five before, it's definitely only five more minutes now. Another eye-roll. The motion feels good, feels right. Because really, come on. Houses aren't microwaves. They don't sit there wondering when you'll be ready for chewing. Spotted hyenas have more biting strength than Bengal tigers or African lions, but they don't care if they kill their prey. They don't wait for anything to tick-tick-tick-ding! and let them know food's ready. Food's always ready when you're a hyena. Barking, chittering, tearing off pieces while you're still running. They'll take their time, have their fun, they've got all night. It's almost over. It's stupid. Look at it just standing there. The meal blessing itself, whispering its little prayer, Only five more minutes.


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K.C. Mead-Brewer has stories in or coming from Joyland, X-R-A-Y, Pidgeonholes, Electric Literature's Recommended Reading and others.

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