Still Dina Relles
I've never been good at leaving or letting go. Maybe that's why I send
him and him and him letters that make them think we're still in love. That
night, you stood on my porch, your weight against the wood railing. Though I
wanted you to come closer. Though I knew nothing would happen, could happen.
Still. When you left, all I had was empty sky and wet earth and a room and
the things I wish I'd said, and I lay there watching the fact of the wall,
and wondering. What if you threw a stone at the window? And I'd
unlatch it. Lean out and wave. Come on in. And you would.
You'd crack open the screen door and crawl in and we'd lie next to each
other for a long time without touching. We'd lie there in the yellow light
knowing what it's like to be someone lying next to someone else on a small
bed in late summer.
Dina L. Relles lives in rural Pennsylvania. She has work in or coming from matchbook, The Atlantic,
Pidgeonholes, Paper Darts and others.
Read her postcard.
Detail of photo on main page courtesy
of C. Miper.
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