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Two Tuscaloosa Missed Connections
Brian Oliu
Hand
me down — America's Thrift m4w
There is not enough time to tell you any of this. You must know that
our time here is short, that in a week we will begin to be picked off
of the rack. This has nothing to do with clothing, nothing to do with
shoes. This has to do with the looping of things, the creation of a
circle where there once was a line. Your mother always liked me, you
know—I complimented her earrings once, how they reminded me
of a chandelier that my mother found in a second-hand shop, how we took
each strand of crystal and placed it in the sink. We put rubber gloves
on and rubbed the solution on the gems,
we watched the sink turn black. My mother's earrings we would place in
blue liquid to keep each facet reflecting light, to keep the rock doing
its job. Look how it would sparkle: I would want to drink the
liquid, I would want to chew on the diamond until my teeth split down
the middle, until I could spit fragments, until I could spit something
harder than bone. We pick an item up, hold it to our bodies, check for
holes, check for stains. This fit, once. This was nice, once. Now we
try on sweaters like it is some kind of joke: how could
someone own this. How could someone wear this. We put our arms and neck
through the holes and pose for photographs with people we know dressed
as people we don't know: people on television, people who
have died recently. This man was hung, ha ha. This man was killed, ha
ha. There is no irony here. There is nothing about this that is
caustic, nothing to make not dull out of what was once dull. You laugh,
but there will be nothing left that is here now. This place will be
picked clean in fifty-two days. You can count on it: on the
last day of October all this will be gone: all things will
expire—one every two days—all things will be missed
and missed again.
Brian Oliu lives in Alabama. He has work in or coming from Hobart, DIAGRAM, Ninth Letter, Sonora Review, >kill author
and others.
Detail of photo on main page courtesy
of Shil Patel.
w i g · l e a F
02-23-11
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