Two Truths & a Lie
That night I went for a walk. I walked down a path I had never walked
before, a path along the river. This path was composed of wood chips,
buttressed on one side by the water and on the other by jutting rocks
and stands of saplings. Kayakers paddled past. Ducks waddled along the
shore. It was dusk. I examined the ground, the pattern the sun made as
it shone through the trees, and thought this must be what was meant by
The riverfront seemed to me a strange oasis. I nearly forgot I was
still in the city. A curious smell wafted off the river, a smell
reminiscent of a wet towel left too long in a backpack after a visit to
the beach. This smell was not, as one might expect, entirely
unpleasant. Rather, it transported me to another place. I imagined
myself in another, poorer country, the sort of country where so
polluted a river would provide a vital lifeline for hordes of
indigents. Most of the people I passed along the path were Mexicans
from the neighborhood to the West or Arabs from the neighborhood to the
North, and so it was easy to imagine myself somewhere far away.
I thought about another man, a man who is my physical opposite, a man
named Gerry, a friend of a friend. Gerry is broad, stocky and brown
where I am lanky and pale. His wide arms are wrapped by artful tattoos.
I remembered how decisive his palm felt pressed against my lower back.
I thought about everything I'd let him do to me were I ever to see him
I rounded a corner, and the path opened onto a wide pool beneath a
concrete dam. The water pushed and frothed, producing white foam. Blue
jeans hugged the rounded buttocks of Mexican boys with fishing poles.
I imagined how thrilling it would be if, as I traveled back down the
path toward home, I found Gerry waiting for me around a corner, behind
a tree, having followed me. I would press my back against a rock, point
my heels heavenward, pull him into me and hum his real name--
"Gerardo, Gerardo, Gerardo…"
The night before, I had gone to a bar. This was the sort of bar where
everyone reminds you of somebody else you already know. I spotted my
former English teacher on the dance floor, tarted up in black lace and
crimson lipstick, the broad arc of her once-dowdy bangs having
transformed into something vulgar. My hairdresser, a Yugoslavian
immigrant from the chop shop down the block, occupied a table near the
door. I had once suspected him of flirting, when, as he pulled my hair
through his fingers, he said, "You been to Albania? I think I see you
there once." At the time, it reminded me of an article I'd read as a
graduate student, about gay cruising zones in some former Yugoslavian
city, where ethnic Albanians upend social hierarchies by claiming
Leaning into the bar, I felt a pair of hands settle on my shoulders and
turned to see an unfamiliar woman. She wore a sequined tube top,
fishnet stockings and that 1920's hairstyle that has recently been all
"Would you like to play a game?" she said, placing her mouth against my
ear and whispering.
"What kind of a game?" I said.
"This game is called two truths and a lie. You will tell me three
things. One of them will be a lie. I will guess which."
I thought for a moment. I said, "I have never kissed a woman. I have
never been afraid of sex. I was twelve years old when I lost my
The woman pulled her body around and placed herself between me and the
bar. She planted her lips against mine and pushed her tongue into my
mouth. She pulled away.
"Now you have either told two lies and a truth," she said. "Or nothing
"That is most certainly true," I said.
As I walked back home along the path beside the river, I was thrown to
the ground by a powerful shove. I lost my balance and struck a rock. I
wheezed, shot through with pain. A heavy body settled atop mine and
pushed the air from my lungs. I felt hot breath against my neck and
heard a zipper unzip. Hands grabbed my pants and yanked them downward,
burning my thighs. I felt someone push inside me. He did not take his
time. I could not breathe to relax my muscles. They remained rigid and
resistant. Each thrust felt like fire. It is likely I bled.
I never saw my assailant. I do not know his color, or the size of his
shoes. And after he left me, as I lay upon the rock in a fetal curl, I
had no way of knowing whether all I remembered had actually come to
Tim Jones-Yelvington lives in Chicago. His fiction has appeared in elimae, Keyhole, Titular, Monkeybicycle
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